#TOO emotional yknow
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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lalalalala i love ace my girl <3333 i love her so much i get her i understand her and i love her so much shes everything to me shes grinning and she fights dirty and she loves dancing even if she could never afford lessons and she sprained her ankle learning how to back flip and made steve carry her around everywhere and she loves teasing and flirting with soda and she hides her bruises and she shoplifts and she hunkers down in the curtis's living room and she pesters ponyboy and hops on darry's back and she's loud but she knows when to shut her mouth and she's so alive and she's just surviving and she wants so much more from life and and and
#ace.......#ace the outsiders#the outsiders musical#i understand her. i get her#she makes me very emotional#specifially thinking about milena ace in this post bc she's the first one i saw live#tilly's ace too....#i need to see jena's ace live actually because i might just cry#like. yall dont understand#this may just because i havent been super intune with broadway stuff until super recently#but i havent seen. an out and visible lesbian play an explict lesbian character before#like ever. ive just constantly felt like ive never seen someone like me (in that regard) on stage or as a character yknow?#and then ace comes along and then jena comes along and im like 'oh fuck thats me'#i nearly cried on her debut day lmao#uhh im rambling. but yeah. i love ace.
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Chappy 3 centaur time!! Post train crash Toma goes missing (hiding from Catnap, as the redsmoke probably outright kills smaller toys) for most of the chapter, and Player gets a leg injury! No more kicky for them :]
Lots of dream sequences are different, no Kissy Missy attack (though she still does surprise, shes just not trying to maul you this time). Probably Catnap tries to convince the Player to follow the Prototype at some point, idk
#little guys will see a tall creature and go ''anyone gonna ride that?'' n not wait for an answer#honestly Toma goes on its own little side quest but youll see it occasionally#i mostly set it off to the side bc yknow how if someone uses too much anesthesia on a person itll kill them? yeah. that#poppy playtime#poppy playtime oc#poppy playtime au#centaur au#catnap#kissy missy#nighty arts#sketch#dilly dally donkey#i think dilly maybe knew or interacted w the smiling critters at some point. why?#well i want dogday to say ''Don't dally Dilly" before getting puppeted. for the emotional damage 💖
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“men are always willing to believe two things about a woman: one, that she is weak, and two, that she finds him attractive.”
truly insane to have a character say this and then make them actually attracted to men in any capacity. btw.
#dragon age#morrigan dragon age#i know i’ve said this before#captain holt voice. and you’ll hear it again!!#like listen. i know it would change the implications of the ritual. but clearly they’ve already considered#that you can have sex with people you’re not attracted to bc she can sleep with an unromanced warden or alistair or loghain#yknow it just ties into the whole. my mother raised me to be a certain type of way but that’s not me#i really like her friendship w a female warden and feel like it’s a good romance on-ramp but it would also be thematically interesting#if she were asexual#but i know 1) leliana was originally supposed to be a lesbian and that didn’t fly#and 2) if it was on their radar even a little bit. they would have avoided it bc of Problematic Implications#ie discourse about corrective rape. even though she’s the one who initiates it and makes it very clear. if she’s not in a romance with#that character. that it’s just doing a job that needs to be done and there is no emotional attachment there#i also think. perhaps. they could have done something different for the ritual ESPECIALLY if they’re going to call it that#like obviously it’s a fade to black scenario but persistently calling it a ritual makes me think there’s something Else that happens too#maybe lean into that#anyway i’m just saying there’s workarounds for these excuses i made up lmao#mine#morrigan
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'it feels like color only exists when you're here.'
#chronocell art#ok to rb#♡ 🕊️#digital art#clip studio paint#self ship art#self insert#self insert community#wlw self ship#//imma be fr i shat that caption out in 5 seconds bc i wanted something there but it is vaguely significant#//caelina being a very dead and empty person for the most part; struggling w/ feelings and the world feeling really bleak#//ig u can say metaphorically speaking her world is very dark and monochrome and just. sad.#//but someday there's finally something; or in this case someone; that makes things finally feel better after it being so hollow for so lon#//in the past i used to draw her very happy but that was mostly just a case of a) her being at her absolute best#//and b) pre-rewrite emotional state before i decided 'yknow with the past shes had shes way too happy. no more of that' lmao#//but she can feel a little SOMETHING. as a treat. SDGHSDGHSDGHDSHS#//anyways errrrr I LOVE POSTING AT 4AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#//edit: took this out of the character tag. no idea why. just felt like it?
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i do think that gertrude “and by the way, your grandfather was gay” dndrag and adaine “i think you’re gay, dude” abernant would get along. if only for this reason in particular
#i mean they’re also crazy powerful magic users that others come to bc they have specific unique abilities#and have complicated relationships with their emotions that they try to hide from others including their friends#but like. yknow. gaydar buddies is a perk too#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#fh#adaine abernant#dungeons and drag queens#dndrag#gertrude dungeons and drag queens
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excuse my long preamble before i get to the point but idk if this was:
an accidental private info leak from Dan and a 'cover-up' by Phil. it is unclear if he is denying altogether, or moreso just saying "not in this case"
or if it was just Dan getting carried away with yapping and saying random things like that time when he described the preshow as being "a gender".
or maybe it's like an unconfirmed thing like Dan is speculating and he's definitely brought it up with Phil before but this is maybe something Phil doesn't want added to his Lore™ at this point in time. idk.
but in the Glasgow n1 preshow 03/02/2025 (timestamp around 13 minutes)
they're telling the story about how Phil got his license and how if he did drive again he would need lessons but probably shouldn't do it, and anyway:
Phil: But I think if I ever did get behind the wheel again I would need some lessons because it's not safe for me to-
Dan: You would need Jesus if you got behind the wheel again
Phil: Would you trust me on a motorway?
Dan: ♫ NooOoo
Phil: Imagine that.
Dan: ♫ I'd rather not.
Phil: Left! The other left! The other right!
Dan: (turns to look at Phil) Yeh, I guess the dyspraxia doesn't help when it comes to like...
Phil: It's not dyspraxia. I just don't know left and right. It's [like/not]* an actual thing.
Dan: alright.
*I can't make out what Phil actually said since they were talking over each other.
anyway, is this new information??
#but like this is big news for any of the ND headcannon girlies#and before you come at me. we know they're real people.#they're just also extremely relatable to ND folks and its okay to project and speculate a little. thats part of the parasocial contract.#Dan and Phil#AmazingPhil#Phil Lester#phil lester neurodivergent#phil lester dyspraxia#and look guys. i do be projecting. big time. like there are some serious ASD traits going on with both of them.#and with Phil maybe a bit of ADHD traits too.#and with Dan? that boy has trauma brain. i mean emotional/mental trauma. as you would expect it fundamentally altered his brain and thinkin#not that im an expert but yknow *personal experience* or whatever
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Either of these 🙏 they are so funny to me
peepaw's first time seeing light in 20 years give him a sec-

And a photo taken moments before disaster

#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm jack#mcsm nurm#Mcsm vos#jack mcsm#nurm mcsm#Jack face in the second is too funny to me#Yknow when a man with a mustache makes a face and the mustache emotes with him?#Yeah.#Also I didn't realize Vos was so blue???#Like I should have noticed that dude what the hell#But DAMN#bro was trying to camouflage in the sea temple 💀#It didn't work#L#HAHA LOOOOSERRRRR#These ss were meant to be just quick little sketches to help me practice my style cause I want to do more detailed art while staying silly#But uh#Yeah I can't do “quick sketches” oopsies#Sorry for the wait!!
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Confession #475
#rwby#confessed by anonymous#isekai au#ruby rose#yang xiao long#well#since lot of Jaune fans seem to want that stereotypical straight man fantasy it could still work here kinda maybe#like do whole iskeaid girlypop learns that it turns out even the person born in that world can be unfit for it#and still keep trying and it could be all ~wow~ how brave!!! marry me?!?!? 😍#imagine being isekaid into rwby world and told yeah your negative emotions attract these monsters so yknow#dont have them too much#id explode
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me when I have a cunty bob and everyone wants me to diiiiiie


#each of these conveys a different emotion tho. It’s like a sliding scale of intensity#aegon ii targaryen#shiv roy#armand#hotd#iwtv#succession#okay byyyyye#I’m not saying these characters are the exact same btw#hotd fans really struggle w comparisons for some reason and I don’t know why#like why are you mad that people are comparing jamie and criston or dany and nyra#they’re not saying that they have the exact same character traits#it’s compare and CONTRAST that’s part of it too yknow the contrast the differences
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Like a déjà vu, but across the universes
#inazuma eleven#inazuma eleven orion#I think finishing the fic left me craving for more emotional healing and I found it in fubuki comforting ichihoshi after yknow#partly because he's also a brother but there's a Deeper Feeling there too he can't quite explain#own art#ina areori#<- might turn that into my ares/orion tag#might also need to go through my recent arts and put the shortened series tags in them too#.....and maybe I should learn to tag characters too idk
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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest
#not art#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit#kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it#until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it#until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her#but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs#she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying#probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone#lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear#Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked#but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now#yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc#man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet#and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out#lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help#it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around#but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever#its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous#its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot#yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry#doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it#ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking
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Some more custom emojis. Yes the chicken doesn't match the vibe idc <3
Please like/ reblog if you use, otherwise credit appreciated but not necessary
#post let luce#my art#my emojis#figure i could use a tag for that#its wonderful to be like. “id like this as an emoji. wait im an artist”#still ofc learning curve to make things look recognizeable tiny but yknow#friend asks if anyone has a rubber chicken emoji? dont have one but can make <3#theres so many more i made too its so funnnn#custom emoji#custom emote#discord emoji#discord emote
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really rawdogging this trainride
#shedding myself out of my faux fur coat and all layers of my skin because this fuckass train has a temperature of 60C or sth#and i’ll be stuck here for another 4h or so oh my god#trying to finish this kuroo draft before i arrive. bouncy is on repeat. the shroom chocolate in my bag is looking a bit too tempting#got a tummy ache already might as well just add to that#wish i was in my pjs and at my destination already but alas. here we are#guy in front of me is scrolling through all of grindr on this train i hope he’ll get lucky#it’s just me and my 33 open tabs against the world. 1 is google docs 32 are poipiku links of kawa with his nuts out#for emotional support yknow. tipping my hat (i don't have a hat). oh i wanna go home already lol 🧎➡️#prayer circle for me. maybe an exorcism too idk#-`♡´- tulip mail
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I’ve made a billion fucking drafts and can’t find the words to talk about cellbit and bagi from today. how the fuck do you explain the intricacies between a brother who has lived a life that has sharpened him to cut what he touches, and a sister who had to live with his absence? a man who has to see the childhood he never got to have whenever he looks at the woman he now knows is his twin? said twin who cannot understand why her brother would be anything but glad they are reunited? how do you get across that tangled mess of emotions cellbit had to get him to burn his old pet worm? the paradox of longing for what could have been while desperate to get rid of any reminder, with a healthy dose of paranoia that anything could be a federation bug. or the pure devotion bagi has to decide to stick with her brother even though he is not close to the same as he was when he went missing? the unfairness of it all, of cellbit being taken and made into a killer before he turned 14, of bagi looking for him at the detriment of her own safety and self, of ripped up childhoods and everything that could have been? the fact that the first thing cellbit asks is what he could have done to deserve it? the disgust he holds for himself for what he’s done, and the anger he has for the federation that’s taken everything from him, and the resentment he has towards bagi no matter how unfair it is because she never had to go through what he did? how after bagi swore to help him burn the federation down, cellbit went to bad instead, because bad was there and fought alongside him, and he trusts bad because he’s seen him at his worst, and all he feels like doing is his worst right now? the two of them so similar still because they’re consumed by their need for revenge, while bagi just wants to leave the island? how the fuck can you summarize all this and the emotions that accompany it?
#adding this here a lil too late but bagi’s own resentment because she’s been looking for years and he’s been doing nothing even though he#doesn’t remember#like great! you put more childhood trauma and the feeling you get coming home to a place that isn’t home anymore in my minecraft rp :/#like. fuck what do we do with all this???#there’s such a specific visceral anguish around ruined childhood and knowing that things will never be like the good old days again yknow?#especially when said childhood ruiner is ‘I was taken from my home and made to fight in a literal war’ like wtaf#or when it’s losing a sibling and missing them like a lost fucking organ#sorry if this is too train of conciousness I’m tired and word vomiting and emotional at all this pfkdjfjs#idk I have thoughts I cannot verbalize about this. tv static in my chest#all this lead up to tomorrow where Cellbit will finally meet hatsune miku#mcyt#qsmp#cellbit#q!cellbit#bagi#q!bagi#q!bbh#z speaks
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school is back in session. free time is 100% gone. 😀
#i knew this would happen but it’s still sad to experience#i quite literally have no time because of studying/homework/reading/lectures#and I’m also working my normal job#and when i DO have time i’m so fucking exhausted that all i want to do is be Not Sober and rot on my comfort youtuber’s channel#i don’t even want to watch shows in my free time because that brings about too much emotional stimulation that i’m too tired to experience#that doesn’t even make sense but it’s true#i also recently just experienced something rattling that i can’t really talk about bc it’ll give away too much personal info lmao#but it was Not Fun#but it was also eye-opening in a good way? but nothing about it was good#i wish i could make private posts for my very close mutuals who i could trust to tell#i kinda want to get it off my chest and i’ve told a few of my irl friends but like… this shit is still haunting me#had a nightmare about it last night. kicking and sweating and full-on panic kind of nightmare#luckily my alarm woke me from it. unluckily i then had to get up and go to work#anyway. i really wanted time to write this weekend but there’s just so much shit i have to do#i have an interview for a research position and four (YES FOUR) group projects i need to start this weekend#god help me#this is my own fault for pursuing a STEM career#but yknow… women in STEM 🥳✨🫶🏼🤩#fay talks
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